Excellent!

A place I can ramble without having to worry who reads it and I can get use to getting my thoughts down on the computer rather than the ka-gillion notebooks, journals, pads of paper and scraps I find to jot on!

I'm here . At that dot.
I want to get ------------------------------------> there, add much more to the arrows distance, I don't have room, so use your imagination.
I know from here . to ---------------------------------------> there, it is going to take some steps....and I'm totally ok with that...in fact I'm quite good with that, cuz I'm not ready for ---------------------------------------> there yet.

Do I know where ----------------------------------------> there is? that's very very important!! Eep. Where is ---------------------------------> cuz unless I know....I ain't gonna get ---------------------------------->there. ( I think my arrows are getting shorter...due to my attention span)

Ok, what I know is:
- I don't want to be a career Insurance Broker ( yes, I'm licensed and I'll keep it, but it's not my calling)
- that middle class know what they " don't" want but not always what they "do" want. ( argh, middle class thinker aboard)
- I do know I want to be successful! ( can I be a successful " I don't know what I wanna be" ? guess so, cuz so  far I'm succeeding in it!
- I do know I've got dreams! ( big small, here there, flighty and firm I gottem!)
- I do know I want to be financially FREE! ( yes, I can sing " Money money money" with the best of them!)
- I want to travel ( that is self explanatory....well it is if you're a traveler, if not, use your imagination)
- I want to have fun ( there is fun to be had and dang it....I'm gonna find it!)
- I want to be authentically ME. ( I'm pretty cool, I have really great blonde hair, I laugh at myself and others...what? that's not a good thing? pish. I have a temper. I am rebellious, oddly enough, this was kind of news to me! Not to my teachers, parents, employers, husband or the people who try to make you line..I'm a line rebel.
-I want to share my life. I've got stuff, to share. Stuff to share. Stuff I'll share, stuff and share, Stuff. It's interesting to me.....and maybe a handful of others who can relate to having....stuff.

And I have a dog.
And a husband, not in that order. And kids...they are all gone now..no not tragically, they moved out. Not tragic aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat all!
Ok, so it was at the beginning outward movement, but now? Ya, it's great when they "visit".

So there I go. Shared pretty well nothing, and everything I could think of without rambling on for countless hours.

And it's on in written form. For no-one to judge but me...cuz it seems this particular blog lost all of the 4 followers I had a year ago! Go figure?

Ok, so I need to work on how to end....I'm kinda drawing a blank.

Aaaaannnnndddd......Scene

It's all I had.